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Personally - and I know everything is utterly shit right now so this is the LAST potential stress you need - I think Josh's response to you about it speaks volumes here. That and it is a bit arrogant to assume your the only other aspiring writer he might of given it to in the first place. This was likely inevitable as an outcome anyway. Someone was going to get it and put it out there eventually. Why your taking responsibility for this - when we know damn good and well it didn't leak out of your camp - really? Let it go. It is all good. It is not your responsibility to police this thing. Bigger fish to fry - Phil.